August 2012
3 posts
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Aug 20th
Aug 11th
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Aug 4th
July 2012
3 posts
Jul 11th
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1 tag
Ugh
My head is so fucked up right now its ridiculous. Fuck this disease. It’s disgusting
Jul 11th
“So it’s not gonna be easy. It’s going to be really hard; we’re gonna have to...”
– The Notebook kills me.  (via mariahxbrianne)
Jul 11th
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June 2012
12 posts
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Jun 28th
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Jun 21st
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Jun 16th
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Jun 16th
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Jun 15th
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Jun 13th
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Jun 13th
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Jun 9th
May 2012
52 posts
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May 30th
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May 28th
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May 26th
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May 25th
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8 Months Clean Today
I really never thought I would see the day that I would have this much clean time. I didn’t even want to stay clean when I went into treatment, I had every intention of going home after treatment and getting high again. I just wanted the physical pain to stop for a little while. I am so happy that the God of my understanding had different plans for me. My life is so different today and I have put...
May 24th
5 notes
9 tags
It Can't Be..
The words I love you keep popping up in my head. It’s ridiculous… it’s impossible. It has only been a couple months. Maybe it’s just me needing some kind of validation, yes, that’s what it is… But he’s everything I could ever dream of. He truely treats me like a princess. Maybe its because we are still in the honeymoon stage… Or maybe I’m justify and rationalizing in my head how impossible it...
May 24th
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4 tags
May 23rd
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May 22nd
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May 21st
May 21st
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May 20th
12 notes
5 tags
May 19th
6 tags
May 19th
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May 18th
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9 tags
May 18th
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May 18th
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May 18th
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May 18th
May 18th
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May 16th
460 notes
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May 16th
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1 tag
May 15th
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May 14th
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My ED Cycle
I go through these cycles of eating normal, binging and purging and restricting. One always seems to lead to another. Ill eat normal, start gaining weight which leads to restricting. I can only restrict for so long before I want pizza, and than I am off the races binging and purging, and that is the hardest thing to get under control. Than you throw the substance abuse problem in there and I am...
May 13th
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You Have Officially Lost It
Dear Ex Boyfriend, You Are Fucking Nuts. I personally think you need to get caught being a shadbawllll , but that’s just my opinion. Karma Is A Bitch. And stop saying “I love you” Fyi, you do not. Love Yours Truely, Shelby Rose
May 13th
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May 13th
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“This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you’re going to mess up...”
May 13th
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May 13th
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May 13th
61 notes
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May 13th
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May 13th
28 notes
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No More Excuses, I Just Loved Getting High
I would love to keep using my dad as an excuse as to why I got high. He didn’t force me to get high, I wanted to get high, I loved getting high,I loved the chaos, I love the unmanageablity, and I loved running from everything. Yes, the things he did to me fucking sucked. The things the neighbors down street did to me when I was 5 or 6 fucking sucked. The 16 year old boy that took advantage of me...
May 13th
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